Reasons Not to Quit

Reasons Not to Quit

Flesh Wounds (excerpt)

"The only useful thing my mother ever taught me about bodies..."

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Hanne Blank Boyd
Oct 29, 2022
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This is an excerpt from a work in progress, a memoir with the working title Flesh Wounds. I’ll be sharing periodic excerpts from this manuscript here on Substack for paid subscribers. Please feel free to leave feedback.

A street scene of downtown Cleveland, Ohio, from the late 1960s or early 1970s.
Parts of downtown Cleveland still look like this in my head.

The only useful thing my mother ever taught me about bodies was not about my own body, but someone else’s.  I was seven or eight and we were walking through downtown Cleveland to go to the department store where my grandmother stitched respectability to glamor as a seamstress in the bridal department.  I was excited, wearing a dress I liked and shiny mary janes, because it was a special occasion: we were going to meet my grandmother for an employee-discount lunch at the fancy tearoom on the tenth floor.  My mother was looking forward to it too.  She had told me twice since we got out of the car that she was planning to order the chicken pie.

An image of the Higbee Silver Grille luncheon, probably from the 1930s.  Among other things it lists "Chicken Pie with Pastry Crust and Grapefruit and Fresh Avocado Pear Salad" for 60 cents.  The chicken pie remained on the menu into the 1980s, as I recall, but the price went up considerably.
The chicken pie was always on the menu, and always delicious.

Suddenly a man stepped out of the proverbial alley, whipping open a long coat.  I remember a startling morass of dark thick hair that seemed to extend unbroken from his face to his socks. 

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